Thursday, November 26, 2009

What to do.

I have a problem.

I used to post everything. I posted ever bit of dark, sad, hopeful, or happy poetry that flowed out of my brain.

But now I keep it to myself.

I'm not sure if I used to be more honest and more childlike (in a good way). I'm not sure if I am now using my blog, which used to be a place of honest openness, to paint myself in a good light. I believe that the God in me shines just as clearly through my suffering as He does through my victories.

If I really believe that than I feel that this should be an honest expression of myself. It should serve the same purpose that it had in the beginning.

2 comments:

Michelle said...

well, there are always things that are better left to oneself. i dont think that would be necessarily considered 'painting yourself in a good light'. maybe you can make another blog, set on private, viewable only to you, to write the things you want no one else to see. or keep it completely off the 'net, as there are psychos out there who have a gift of poking their noses where they shouldn't be. i have a couple of things that i would like to post, but probably be best to keep private.

whatever you will chose will be the right answer. neither route is right or wrong. =)

Gail said...

I believe that God can shine through your suffering even more so. Great.
thought! your greatest fan! MOM