Thursday, January 8, 2009

It just hurts

I'm barely existing today
As if my body occupies a different time
Another space
And I've managed to move one step forward
Just to turn around and walk 10 back

Disappointment floods me as if it were never ending
And every time it's getting harder to get off the ground
These legs are not standing
Because my mind fights
While I move farther away

I'm not sure anymore
But I have to believe
Because that's all I have left
If this is all that life will ever offer me
Than I will forever be alone and hopeless

So if no light shines at the end of my tunnel
And darkness floods my soul
With the feeling of being completely alone
I still have no choice but to believe
That He has better things for me
It's the only way I can survive

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